3 of Swords

This week’s Tarot-Draw is the Three of Swords.

Have you ever felt betrayed by your own heart?

Angry because you wish you just felt different?

Or been in love with something that actively seeks your destruction?

There are plenty of idiots and assholes to be angry at all around us, but none so addictive I’ve found as being mad at myself.

Think of the act of wanting.

We don’t always want what’s good for us.

I wonder how many metaphorical swords I have driven in my heart because I’m too scared to let my heart free of the limiters I’ve put on it.

How quickly did you learn that your heart is not to be trusted?

Loneliness can feel like a wound.

Food can feel like emotions.

I used alcohol and drugs to numb my heart for years because I get overwhelmed by my own emotions.

It’s an odd juxtaposition to be desperate for love and yet distrustful of my emotional centers.

This week in Psychic Sleep we’ll touch on themes of healing: betrayal; heartbreak; and unhappiness.